TY - BOOK AU - DelGaudio,Derek TI - Amoralman: a true story and other lies SN - 0525658556 AV - GV1545 .D45 D454 2021 U1 - 793.8092B 23 PY - 2021/// CY - New York PB - Alfred A Knopf KW - DelGaudio, Derek. KW - DelGaudio, Derek KW - AutoBiography KW - Magicians KW - United States KW - Biography KW - Self-deception KW - Swindlers and swindling KW - Truthfulness and falsehood N1 - The opposite of light -- The origin of a lie -- Where vanished things go -- Even secrets have secrets -- Heavyweight -- The read deal -- Road trip -- Sever years in a day -- What was Norman Rockwell hiding? -- First hand -- The good son -- Cons and pros -- In the light of the dark -- The difference N2 - "Derek DelGaudio believed he was a decent, honest man. But when irrefutable evidence to the contrary is found in an old journal, his memories are reawakened and Derek is forced to confront-and try to understand-his role in a significant act of deception from his past. Using his youthful notebook entries as a road map, Derek embarks on a soulful, often funny, sometimes dark journey, retracing the path that led him to a world populated by charlatans, card cheats, and con artists. As stories are peeled away and artifices are revealed, Derek examines the mystery behind his father's vanishing act, the secret he inherited from his mother, the obsession he developed with sleight-of-hand that shaped his future, and the affinity he felt for the professional swindlers who taught him how to deceive others. And once he finds himself working as a crooked dealer in a big-money Hollywood card game, Derek begins to question his own sense of morality, and discovers that even a master of deception can find himself trapped inside an illusion. Amoralman is a wildly engaging exploration of the fictions we live as truths. It is ultimately a book about the lies we tell ourselves and the realities we manufacture in others." --front flyleaf ER -